So its that time again! new year..all these hopes, fears and resolutions…. but yes we all know that this will be same shit , different year. i have to say i didnt even start the year with any of these crappy false hopes that everyone has.. in fact i was more grounded ( or , negative however u like to say it !!)

there isnt an ounce of certainty or definition to anything that is going on in my life at the moment, work, travel, men, home… nothing… i have no idea what the hell is going to happen..although people who know me, will know that one o those will definately go  wrong..as it always do! but if all else fails.. at least i can run away from it to Australia!!

although its how ive lived for the last two years… i finally realise that i cannot live with uncertainty.. i actually really struggle.. i like to know where i am and who im there with!!!

however i have come up with some positives about 2011 , so far: 1, i havent dislocated or broken any bones yet. 2, i havent got pneumonia yet. 3, ive got money :) yaayyy!! 4, so far this year i havent gt swin flu!………. oh yeah…”touch wood!!” lol.

and as for resolutions well, i really do not think i will wast my time as the last two years resolutions have been a waste of thought , energy and oxygen!

although…..

i think the only resolution i will have is to blog more. as i never do anymore!

xxxx

although i think that this time it was me… making problems up in my head….. absolutely ridiculous!!!

im a twat ……

You know when you cry for so long you make yourself sick……

So we are back ….. and it was amazing!!

just back to the same old life that was here before…. annoying problems… people change bt problems stay the same……  :(

What a busy girl i am!!!

all i need to get now is :

waterproof jacket - pink, knickers, day sack, one more bikini.

IM READY TO GO EUROPE!!!

been spending time on couch surfig , so i can get to know people and hopefull tey will most me in europe.. tat will be fab!! save lots of pennies, so that i can spend them on doing fun tings all over europe! how exciting! work are buyig me a present too….. :O , dont know what though!

x x x

Apparently…. more sllep helps you lose weight along with diet and exercise….. , so its time for bed :) .. tomorow, i plan on going to sarahs house, and im going to walk there, with all my stuff in my backpack!!! hahaha!! amazing!!!!

nigghhttyy nigghhtttt guys x x x

Only six working days left.. oh my god…….!!!!! need to book paris hostel.. need to find out about poitiers/le mans… and need sarah to put her part on the couch surfing profile……. and then tomorow hopefully we can request some coaches and make deposits for paris hostel and maybe a couple more!!!!

ive found a funky monkey hostel… that looks kool in paris.. for a good price.. lets just see if my ‘husband’ Agrees?!?!?!?!?………